Busy Bee and Murphy’s Law

Holy Banana’s batman, lately I’ve been busy AND having multiple Murphy’s law type days. It seems the theme to my life lately is everything that can go wrong will go wrong lol. The plus side is I’ve been learning a lot of new coping techniques and grounding exercises to help with my PTSD and it’s …

Better Help … Dot Com

Aloha Interwebz! So, we’ve all established that my brain is slightly broken… lol and also that I’ve been having a difficult time for awhile keeping my head above ground. Honestly most days it’s a struggle to get out of bed and if I could, I would lock myself in and never leave my house again. …

R.I.P 2016

Holy Boats you guys, 2016 has been a clusterfuck for so many people! We’ve lots a lot of legends in the arts and entertainment world, endured the aftermath and heart ache of numerous terrorist attacks, lived through the shock that the U.S really is racist enough to vote Donald Drumpf as #POTUS.. and for me …

Healthy Food Block…

Hey Folks! Ok… quick note.. I DO have a post-wedding recap coming, but want to wait until our professional pictures are in, and all the guests pics are in, so I can add some to the post.. but it IS coming, I swear… Hell, I’ll even pinky promise! I just didn’t want to annoy people …

Pre-Wedding Anxiety

Let me start this by saying, I am not having anxiety about my marriage… I am having anxiety about my wedding. That is a very strong and clear distinction I feel is necessary to state right off the bat. I love M, he is the ONLY person that I have ever felt this way about. …

Stress and Planning a wedding

The wedding is now just over 3 months away and the stress is KILLING ME. At this point I feel like I should probably be heavily sedated to get through this thing… ugh. What is there to be afraid of? No clue.. I mean it’s a tiny wedding, less than 50 people, the only strangers …

Wanna Binge… Will not Binge

Honesty time? I’ve been doing really well lately, so of course just as I thought maybe I was normal, my brain would turn into a “C” word. I’m not sure what brought on the urge, I wasn’t hungry, or sad, or stressed out or angry… I just really, really REALLY wanted to eat… everything. It’s …

Panic and Pictures

Mike and I had our engagement shoot a few weeks back, and though in hindsight I’m learning to see the good, in the moment, it was pure hell. Not because our photographer was bad, she is AMAZING, and not because it was horrible weather, it was a bit nippy, but that meant no sweating so …