Food Fail

I need to eat… Intellectually I know that I need to eat. My stomach is hungry… and it has been too long since my last meal.. I need to put food into my mouth.

Tomorrow is weigh in… a day I used to look forward to, now scares me. That scale… hasn’t been a friend recently. Gone are the easy days of 4 shakes and a loss….

I need to eat…. I haven’t even had enough water yet today… Today hasn’t been a good day food wise… Every bite has been a struggle.

I need to man up and make a salad or something…

I need to eat…. I need to eat… I need to eat… not eating is just as bad as over eating… I need to eat. Food is not the enemy……..

*sigh*…. I’m going to go make a salad or something… maybe I’ll gnaw on some celery…. protein.. i need protein…. eggs? I can do an egg.. it’s already been hard boiled…. but there’s a lot of fat in eggs…. FFS… I dislike this whole eating thing right now.

… I need to eat.

 

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