Just a little bit more now

For those who know me, know I’ve been having a myriad of health issues as of late. You can probably thank my weight for all of them. I won’t make excuses, and other than the pain I’ve been enduring, I haven’t complained. The weight is my fault,and this is my cross to bare. OK I’ve complained a bit.. but like I said it’s only the pain that makes me whine like a little baby LOL. I’m a wimp when it comes to pain.

With that said though, I’m in a good spot right now. My new work place is HUGE… and by HUGE I mean I’ve been walking more every day since starting there, then I probably have in the last year combined LOL (OK maybe not LITERALLY…. but close) I love it. I’d love it more if I didn’t sweat like a stuffed pig every morning, but hey… that too shall pass. Every day it get’s just a wee bit easier for me to make it from the door of my car, to my office. Every week I try to walk just a little bit more. Eventually I will even sign up for one of the gym classes they have…. eventually.

I won’t lie, it’s not easy… and it’s rather embarrassing to be a sweaty pig when everyone around you is beautiful and skinny and so kind it makes your heart hurt. But I look forward to the day I can keep up with them, when I am talking myself into walking for my lunch and pushing myself just one more step further… That day will come, you just wait and see!

 

Comments 1

  • You have embarked on a challenging journey. I commend you for every step that you take towards a healthier you. I know you can do it!

    I know what it’s like to be in constant pain, to be overweight and to be ostracized because of it. I ate when I was lonely. I ate when I was tired. I have now learnt better coping skills, but it has taken me a lifetime.

    Let me know if I can be of any help.

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