You have humbled me…

I stand before you today, humbled and deeply moved by the support I have received. Only yesterday I posted my blog on facebook and today I have had 98 views to date. The comments and emails I have received have touched me more than I can ever explain. I feel stronger, knowing I have this …

Making the right choices

I always used to wonder, what it would be like to be thin.  I still do… except now I remember how I used to look and I wonder why I was so unhappy. My stomach was flat, I could shop in the normal sized section.. I used to look at 3X clothes and wonder how …

New Home <3

Welcome to My new home… a super wonderful person named Drew has brought me here and I couldn’t be happier! Last night was a bit of a slip up but at the same time a win.. so I’m not sure where I’ll categorize it right now. Firstly I was planning on a roast with veggies, …

Day 2, still going strong

I think I’m looking at this, sort of the same way a smoker would think about quitting. One day at a time. Last night I made a wonderful fetuccini with steamed brocolli and green onions.  YUM! I desperately wanted pizza and nachos.. but there you have it, I resisted the urge (which is still unfortunately …

New Beginnings… I am fat

Hello, My name is Fawker.. and I am Fat… I’m not just sorta fat.. I’m Morbidly Obese. This is my story. I’ve always been a bit of a larger girl, though looking back to my old self.. my highschool self. I was one hot tamale. I maintained between 135 and 165 most of my life. That …