Well, it’s official.. I am 31 years old, and so far… it’s been pretty epic!
OK so here’s the scoop, I have a top secret project under way, and once I have all the ducks lined up in a nice row I will be shouting it to the rooftops! Seriously y’all, I’m crazy excited and am DYING to spill the beans…… but I won’t… not yet 😉
Aside from my mystery project of epic proportions, life has been good. The new meds seem to actually be working REALLY well, I no longer have a 24/7 carb craving driving me to insanity, I haven’t had ANY binge cravings… like AT ALL….. To say it’s been a relief would be an understatement….
I’m still not saying that the binge eating disorder was only because of my prozac, I think it’s still too early to tell and it could just be because I’m in a really good place right now, so therefore am not having my stress cravings… but so far so good. I have hit a few bumps and aside from being stressed and anxious and wanting to curl up into a ball, not a single urge to stuff my face into oblivion until I hate myself………. I think it’s safe to do a mini happy dance
Anxiety wise I think I’m doing a little better as well, I still have my triggers, and still tend to avoid them, but I’ve noticed a slight shift in my perception and I’m not as uncomfortable out in public right now… Hopeful optimism seems to be my permanent mood lately and I’m quite alright with that!
Quick post, but all good news! Sorry for the lack of posting lately, I just haven’t had much to write about since Mystery project is still a secret and I have been flying off the rails with either my anxiety OR my eating disorder… I guess when my blog goes a bit quiet, it’s a fawkin good thing 😉