A candid blog about my journey to a Happier, Healthier ME
There’s no use in my wishing I had a normal brain… I don’t. After this most recent episode, I think it’s about time I stop pretending that I can just go off my meds and be OK. I felt fine because I was ON my meds…. Sometimes I’m an idiot. For the past few weeks …
I’ve managed pretty well through another day, still hungry but I think it’s a little better than it was yesterday. All signs point towards my slipping into ketosis finally.. with any luck it’ll be fairly smooth sailing by the weekend. *knock wood*. 4 days down, 86 to go… oy vey. Can I just say that …
Well folks, week 1 of 12 is done, and good riddance I say! Here’s to hoping week 2 goes a little smoother lol. I think I’m going to have to go back into the blog archives to see if I struggled this hard last time around… but my memory of last time is a day …
SO as you all know the plan was Jan 1st to start shakes full time again. Funny thing… my brain was all like YEAH LET’S DO THIS. and my body was like LOL screw your plans, here is a plague for you to deal with. So that happened. I did TRY to do shakes… but …
So Christmas is fast approaching, will I be ready? Oh Helllllllz no LOL. But here’s the thing, rather than freak out and stress like other years may have seen me do…. I’m at the point where I’m just saying Eff it. Whatever I get done, get’s done, whatever I don’t, won’t. My house won’t be …
So… as we’ve all established already, my body is the epitome of evil 😉 OK maybe not, but I’m PMS’ing (Yep I can admit it), and it’s making me overly emotional… also I’ve been under a lot of stress, and that too has been adding to the roller coaster that I currently feel as though …
Where should I start? Struggles, or adventures? I feel like I should start with the current struggle so that I can end on a high note….. Work for you? As always, I am having a hard time striking balance in my life… if I have plans, the first thing to go is the gym, simply …
If you’ve been following my blog, FB, or just have the misfortune of being around me in person on a regular basis… you’ll probably remember awhile ago (Pokes The Day My Brain Broke ) I was having some major issues with food. My body would go into a panic when I was around food, my …
So, if you have me on FB… or follow this blog.. you may have noticed some anxiety filled posts and/or frantic emails/texts asking for hugs… My brain kind of… well broke this week. I’d like to follow that statement by adding in, I knew even while it was happening that it was just a stumbling …
I need to eat… Intellectually I know that I need to eat. My stomach is hungry… and it has been too long since my last meal.. I need to put food into my mouth. Tomorrow is weigh in… a day I used to look forward to, now scares me. That scale… hasn’t been a friend …