Tag «Confession»

My struggle

There’s no use in my wishing I had a normal brain… I don’t. After this most recent episode, I think it’s about time I stop pretending that I can just go off my meds and be OK. I felt fine because I was ON my meds…. Sometimes I’m an idiot. For the past few weeks …

Day Four… no clever rhyme today lol

I’ve managed pretty well through another day, still hungry but I think it’s a little better than it was yesterday. All signs point towards my slipping into ketosis finally.. with any luck it’ll be fairly smooth sailing by the weekend. *knock wood*. 4 days down, 86 to go… oy vey. Can I just say that …

Shakes Part deux – redo!!!

SO as you all know the plan was Jan 1st to start shakes full time again. Funny thing… my brain was all like YEAH LET’S DO THIS. and my body was like LOL screw your plans, here is a plague for you to deal with. So that happened. I did TRY to do shakes… but …

Eff you Stress

So… as we’ve all established already, my body is the epitome of evil 😉 OK maybe not, but I’m PMS’ing (Yep I can admit it), and it’s making me overly emotional… also I’ve been under a lot of stress, and that too has been adding to the roller coaster that I currently feel as though …

On the other side

It’s been a few weeks now since I had my last group session at the Ottawa Weight management clinic. The reasons I haven’t blogged in all of this time, is that I wanted to take some time to reflect, really let it sink in, simmer around, percolate so to speak. My time with them has …

Trying to be normal

Normal is such a strange word… What exactly does it mean to be “normal”. For the most part, I find normality boring and something to avoid. I like being quirky and unique. I enjoy being able to embrace the parts of me that don’t necessarily conform to standard society. Being normal is boring… But when …

The day my brain broke

So, if you have me on FB… or follow this blog.. you may have noticed some anxiety filled posts and/or frantic emails/texts asking for hugs… My brain kind of… well broke this week. I’d like to follow that statement by adding in, I knew even while it was happening that it was just a stumbling …

Food is Hard

You know what was easy? 4 shakes a day… that shizz was easy compared to what I’m doing now. Food is hard man. Maybe it’s harder for me because of the binge eating disorder hanging over my head every moment of the day waiting for the opportunity to have me slip off the wagon… or …

1 meal a day and I’m OK

For those who know me…. and any strangers there may be floating around I haven’t met yet… if you’ve followed my blog you know that I am recovering from Binge Eating Disorder. As a result my transition to food, is extra scary. By Goddess after 3 months of not having a sample of anything but …