Tag «Confession»

#Fail

Sometimes life get’s in the way, and when that happens I find myself falling behind. The hardest part about life I find, is finding the time to take care of myself. Sounds stupid doesn’t it? But it’s the truth. Everyone else seems more important to me, than me… and that doesn’t feel fair. But how …

New Scale.. New beginnings?

Hello World My magic number is 165… That is the goal I am working towards, the number that is burned into my brain that I see every time I close my eyes. 165… the number I used to weigh, the number I miss, when I felt pretty, I will reach this goal one day and …

My worst enemy.

I am my own worst enemy.  Even with all this progress I still have that voice in my head telling me to just give up, to let go.. that I can’t do it. Why bother trying if in the end I’ll still be the same fat blob of crap I am today. I am at …

Turn it Up Tuesdays

So Tuesday was now dubbed “Turn it up Tuesdays” and as the title suggests, I indeed turned it up and shook my groove thang LOL. Felt silly but at least I got the bathroom upstairs scrubbed, made a healthy supper AND had legs that felt like jelly afterward. One more step forward! Today is Wednesday, …

Making the right choices

I always used to wonder, what it would be like to be thin.  I still do… except now I remember how I used to look and I wonder why I was so unhappy. My stomach was flat, I could shop in the normal sized section.. I used to look at 3X clothes and wonder how …