Tag «Fear»

Times are Changing

I am fat. I am fat… I… Am… Fat. It’s a fact of life, that I’m coming to terms with slowly. Don’t worry, coming to terms with, does not mean I’m accepting it as my lot in life, I’m just slowly being able to drop the veil that kept me in denial for years. I …

I still have mountains to climb

Good Morning Interweberz. Life is essentially going GREAT for me right now. I’ve made some progress, I’ve lost a total of 3 inches so far around my belly, I’ve lost about 15 lbs.. So far so good. On the flip side, I still have another 165 lbs to loose. And Comic Con has proved that …

My worst enemy.

I am my own worst enemy.  Even with all this progress I still have that voice in my head telling me to just give up, to let go.. that I can’t do it. Why bother trying if in the end I’ll still be the same fat blob of crap I am today. I am at …

How to deal

So I’m down somewhere between 10 – 15 lbs right now (WOOT!!!!) which is Awesome right?! Well yes, obviously.. but it is also scary. As I progress along my journey new issues arise, making me feel as though I am stumbling through life blindly never knowing what monster lies in wait for me around the …

Turn it Up Tuesdays

So Tuesday was now dubbed “Turn it up Tuesdays” and as the title suggests, I indeed turned it up and shook my groove thang LOL. Felt silly but at least I got the bathroom upstairs scrubbed, made a healthy supper AND had legs that felt like jelly afterward. One more step forward! Today is Wednesday, …