Tag «Progress»

Normalize It…

If you’ve been following my blog, FB, or just have the misfortune of being around me in person on a regular basis… you’ll probably remember awhile ago (Pokes The Day My Brain Broke ) I was having some major issues with food.  My body would go into a panic when I was around food, my …

The day my brain broke

So, if you have me on FB… or follow this blog.. you may have noticed some anxiety filled posts and/or frantic emails/texts asking for hugs… My brain kind of… well broke this week. I’d like to follow that statement by adding in, I knew even while it was happening that it was just a stumbling …

Will I break 300?

Good Morning Interwebz…. OK so it’s not morning at all.. but rather afternoon… Anyway Hi! This week I will begin my transition to food! To say I’m excited would be an understatement. I am SO ready to have something other than a chocolate shake in me lol. These past 12 weeks have been a test …

What’s your Jam baby?

You may or may not know this… but I’m kind of silly… and I enjoy dancing… I enjoy it even more when no one can see me doing it LMAO. I enjoy my solitude even more right now as my skin hasn’t tightened up (YET) so I am very much like Santa Claus right now …

Pre-Meeting Pep Talk!

Tomorrow is our first meeting in 2 weeks.. and OMG I’m so excited! I honestly thought at the start of all of this, that the meetings would be the hardest part… I mean finding 3 hours a week to just go in a room with a bunch of strangers and listen to someone talk? REALLY? …

I really love food

I have been without a bite to eat for over 5 weeks now (Tuesday marks the end of my 6th week and the beginning of my 7th). I miss food… like A LOT. God it’s so good and satisfying and warm and filling and just… ugh. I miss it. I think when I can eat …

Not even in dreams

So my constant craving of all things edible continues… I’m still going strong, though HOW I don’t know. Last night… or this morning… I slept all day so at some point, I had dreams… Strange and evil dreams whereby all of my friends ate all of my absolute favorite foods – While I cleaned the …