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I really love food

I have been without a bite to eat for over 5 weeks now (Tuesday marks the end of my 6th week and the beginning of my 7th). I miss food… like A LOT. God it’s so good and satisfying and warm and filling and just… ugh. I miss it. I think when I can eat …

Not even in dreams

So my constant craving of all things edible continues… I’m still going strong, though HOW I don’t know. Last night… or this morning… I slept all day so at some point, I had dreams… Strange and evil dreams whereby all of my friends ate all of my absolute favorite foods – While I cleaned the …

I dream of Cheese Curds

If you haven’t guessed by now… I am addicted to food. Not so badly that I gorge myself on food 24/7 until I’m puking… but put me into an emotional position, and it’s my source of comfort. You see, I don’t have any other vices… at all. I don’t drink, or smoke, and I certainly …

Pre-2014 ramblings

I don’t make New Years resolutions…. so you won’t find one here. With that said however, I’d like to take a moment to re-cap 2013, and what I hope 2014 will bring. 2013 was a roller-coaster of emotion. I’m not entirely sure how I made it to today in one piece, but here I am, …

Long Time Coming

Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror.. and have no idea who the hell is staring back at me. I mean that person has the same eyes, and same hair… but it’s not ME.. it can’t be ME. I’m not that fat, nor am I that pale, or round, or grotesque.. Sometimes I feel …